26 December, 2005

worrying about the aftermath

In the aftermath of a battle, wherein one had to contend with not victory but an overall defeat, it is hard to know what to do with oneself. The time, until the next occasion for battle, seems unchallengably long, and so you find yourself warring your own defeated spirits until you decide to move on. This is my decision to move on. Nonetheless, the feelings do not evaporate instantly.

Nonsense! I will forget the defeat and wait upon my salvation which is expected within a couple of months. Until then, defeatism prevails in my inner man.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

In hindsight, this is a dangerously general and vaguely formulated thought, populistic considerations taken into account.. I'll try to be more specific and general in the future! [smile]

Anonymous said...

I laughed!

Great post!!! :D